Behind the glass wall....

random survey..^_^

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:56:41 -0700

***100 Nosey Questions*** :

The Basics
Name	Mave
Age	20..^_^
Month of birth	December
Any Siblings?	yes...one very annoying brother
Parents still married?	yeah..@_@
Occupation	pothead
Do you like your job?	yes!...
Any pets?	a 4 year old female dalmatian..laika
Hair color	black
Eye color	dark brown
Shoe size	39
Any Tattoos?	not yet..hehe
Any Piercings?	one on my nose, 7 on my ears..used to have two on my lip as well
Current mood	pissed off
Current wardobe choice	oversized black tshirt with my harem pants
What are you listening to?	rasputina-tourniquet
Who did you last speak with on the phone?	hachi-ko
What do you currently smell like?	shampoo
In horoscopes	capricorn
In others you know (family, friends, co-workers etc)	eh?
In yourself	eh?
Last....
Movie you watched	ju-on
Magazine you looked at	some old issue of cosmo
Thing you ate	watermelon
Book you read	the wind up bird chronichles
T.v. show you watched	FMA- hell yeah!!!!
Time you cried	a couple of days back...
Took a shower	today afternoon
Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail)	a few months back...my dad...
Ate at a restaurant (not fast food)	a few weeks back, curry on the roof..^_^
CD you bought	mark knopfler- kill to get crimson
What is/was....
The best thing to happen to you today?	learnt how to cook somthing new..^_^
Your most prized possession	my memory box
Your first vehicle	-____-
Your current vehicle	-_____-
Your favorite quote	dum spiro sparo
You bedtime (on average)	2am
Your best trait/characteristic	i\'m a good listener
Your worst trait/characteristic	easily depressed
Do You....
Store things under your bed	yeah..grins
Daydream	lol...@_@...yeah
Have a computer at home	yup
Live in the city, suburbs or country	i live in the city...
Live in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home	none of those..i live in a dump..my landlord is an asshole!
Own a cell phone	yes...who doesn\'t?
Have a good luck charm	no....used to
Collect anything	i collect letters....
Attend high school or college	i\'m in college
Make good grades	next question...-__-
Have You Ever....
Had a surgery?	nope
Had teeth pulled?	nope
Broke the law intentionally	lol...i don\'t think anyone in college follows laws anymore
Ran away from home?	yeah...
Broke a bone?	yes
Cheated on a test/exam	all the time
Had a friend pass away	yes...recently
Been issued a citation/traffic ticket	no..i can\'t drive
Been in an auto accident	yes..it was scary
Lied to someone	yeah
Been lied to	yeah....
Your Favorite....
Place to be	toons
Place to visit	toons!
Place to chill	TOONS!...they think i\'m an alcoholic..-__-..i\'m not...really
Non-Alcoholic drink	cranberry juice
Alcoholic drink	rum and coke, green apple flavoured vodka,long island ice tea
Type of food	anything spicy
Meal/Food dish	baigan ka bharta
Dessert	chocolate icecream
Shampoo & Conditioner	herbal essence,the red bottle for the shampoo,the big blue bottle for the conditioner
Toothpaste	close up!
Salad dressing	i\'m tired of salads!!..don\'t talk about them..-__-
Ice cream	chocolate and mint
Fast food establishment	KFC!!!
Color	black,purple
Season	winter
Holiday	Divali
Perfume/Cologne	moschino-i love love, nina ricci\'s apple
Video Game	sper mario bro\'s!!..(i stopped playing vidio games when i was 10)
T.V. show	boston legal
Smells	old spice,the way doggie paws smell,vanilla moistureiser, the way the beaches smell..
Article of clothing	t-shirt and skinny jeans
Book	i like murakami\'s books
Children's Book	the little mermaid
Candy	gummy bears
Car	i never thought about it
Do You Believe....
In Karma	yes
In God	i\'m an agnost
In Heaven & Hell	not in the conventional versions..no
That aliens exist	yes
That ghosts exist	yes
Your Opinion....
On the death penalty	i think people who deserve to die..should be locked up and made to live till they are 80 all alone..much crueler
On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools	i\'m not American...but i still know the indian national pledge...^_^
On homosexuals in the military	there is nothing to thik about...its a media hyped question
The war in the Middle East	all wars are pointless...
Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator	should have stuck to pro wresteling
Current gas/fuel prices	could go down!!..i hate shelling out so much for rikshas!!!!
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Once upon a time.....

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Fri, 01 May 2009 09:18:40 -0700

Once upon a time.....

nothing was right,

we cried and bled and faced the night.

But there was the sun far away

and it promised we would get away someday....

Did you know even then that the sun was wrong

with its light all my dreams are gone

and now i'm stuck in this eternal night

dear friend where are you when i cry?

Are you just as lost as poor little Mave

do you cry with me or do those tears you save

for that better tomorrow which will eventually be gone

and for a cruel sun that will lead us on......

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Mave - Sunday, December 07, 2008 12:31:37 AM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 11:01:43 -0800

why arn't there anymore places left where i can run too...

*sigh*

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what am i so scared...

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 15:21:00 -0800

what am i so scared of?...

i'll be doing the right thing....

i hate who i've become...

couldnt i have just died that summmer? *sigh*

i'm glad that i can still feel guilt....but its not enough

why doesn't anything seem real...

and why does everyhting seem so pointless...

especially holding on..and fighting

denial seems to become sweeter day by day

i'm silently waiting for you to come take somthing important away....

maybe then i'll wake up

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for a friend....

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 05:41:01 -0800

Senaka no kage ga nobikiru sono aima ni nigeru
Hagare ochita hane ni mo kizukazu ni tobu
Machikado amai nioi ryuusenn touku mukou kara
Dokoka de kita you na nakigoe
Yokaze ga hakobu awai kibou wo nosete
Dokomade yukeru ka
Sore wo kobamuyou ni sekai wa yurete
Subete wo ubaisaru
Yume nara sameta
Dakedo bokura wa mada nanimo shiteinai susumu

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Mave - Thursday, November 06, 2008 7:57:50 AM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 11:10:17 -0800

i miss him...*smiles*

when was the last time i missed a boy?

*shakes head* mave-chan..ur an idiot!

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Mave - Friday, October 31, 2008 7:59:44 PM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 00:11:54 -0700

the sky is blue and clear...cloudless...the sun is warm... and its pleasent...

in the evenings it's windy....its autum...

and the nights are cold,but its ok...i'm kept warm..and its pleasent

college crap keeps hapening..but i can deal with that...

and i talk to people i want to talk too...and its pleasent

i may be broke..but the cigarettes i can manage

so i guess i am fine

i smile a lot these days as well...even though i rarely laugh

i'm going around in circles..just like before...

it feel like i'm dreaming...and its pleasent

but things that still mater.. i'm so far away from..

will i even make it out of this?

or will i be dreaming for all eternity?

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Mave - Saturday, September 27, 2008 12:51:37 AM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:24:12 -0700

i saw this korean movie the other day..it was called holiday..after the bee gee's song i guess..it's part of the soundtrack..

the song was beautiful..the movie was beautiful as well..*sigh*

and that's saying somthing coz i watched the movie without subtitles...

and what i learnt was....honour is a beutiful thing..even if it gets you killed....even if no one remembers and more importantly..even if you don't..living and dying honourably is a beautiful thing

Ooh you're a holiday , such a holiday

It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If not then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones, throwing stones

Ooh it's a funny game
Don't believe that it's all the same
Can't think what I've just said
Put the soft pillow on my head

Millions of eys can see
Yet why am I so blind

When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind

Yet millions of eyes can see
Yet why am I so blind
When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind

Ooh you're a holiday , ev'ry day , such a holiday
Now it's my turn to say , and I say you're a holiday
It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If now then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones , throwing stones

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Mave - Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:39:27 AM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 15:11:59 -0700

i love sappy manga!!!!...@_@

*dies*

...overdose..*giggles*

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Mave - Tuesday, September 23, 2008 12:38:39 AM

nobody@vox.com(Mave) — Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:11:06 -0700

I will...

eat lesser amounts of spicy food...... running to the loo at odd times can be inconvenient..-___-

clean my room more often

wash my favourite pair of jeans

learn how to respect myself......I owe Mavey that much..*nods*

write in my diary more often....vox isn't good enough..what if the site crashes or somthing?

smoke lesser...dying of an asthma attack is a stupid and pointless way to go

finish the letters that I’ve left halfway and post the ones I’m too scared to send..

study..even if it seems to be an impossible dream.. I have to try

control my temper..exploding they way I do just shows weakness

try and stand up for myself..without being spiteful

forgive…but like before..I won’t ever forget

act silly and be ok with it

try and not get any more piercings done…ok maybe two more… -___-

be graceful…even when I’m treated like dirt

never be scared of standing up for the things I always believed in …no matter how hard it is

learn how to manage my money

let go of my need to love blindly….it destroys too much of me and I can’t afford that

trust the world very little…trust kanzeon lesser still

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