why arn't there anymore places left where i can run too...
*sigh*
what am i so scared of?...
i'll be doing the right thing....
i hate who i've become...
couldnt i have just died that summmer? *sigh*
i'm glad that i can still feel guilt....but its not enough
why doesn't anything seem real...
and why does everyhting seem so pointless...
especially holding on..and fighting
denial seems to become sweeter day by day
i'm silently waiting for you to come take somthing important away....
maybe then i'll wake up
