3 posts from November 2008

Senaka no kage ga nobikiru sono aima ni nigeru
Hagare ochita hane ni mo kizukazu ni tobu
Machikado amai nioi ryuusenn touku mukou kara
Dokoka de kita you na nakigoe
Yokaze ga hakobu awai kibou wo nosete
Dokomade yukeru ka
Sore wo kobamuyou ni sekai wa yurete
Subete wo ubaisaru
Yume nara sameta
Dakedo bokura wa mada nanimo shiteinai susumu

i miss him...*smiles*

when was the last time i missed a boy?

*shakes head* mave-chan..ur an idiot!

the sky is blue and clear...cloudless...the sun is warm... and its pleasent...

in the evenings it's windy....its autum...

and the nights are cold,but its ok...i'm kept warm..and its pleasent

college crap keeps hapening..but i can deal with that...

and i talk to people i want to talk too...and its pleasent

i may be broke..but the cigarettes i can manage

so i guess i am fine

i smile a lot these days as well...even though i rarely laugh

i'm going around in circles..just like before...

it feel like i'm dreaming...and its pleasent

but things that still mater.. i'm so far away from..

will i even make it out of this?

or will i be dreaming for all eternity?