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it must b close to two in the morning now...i dunno..all the clocks in this room r fucked up,and i'm too lazy to go check...
i was reading D/G fanfiction..*sigh* im hopeless..its just...its nice to think..someone is capable of loving so much,even if its only stories..fanfiction..*laughs*
there is this one story...its scary coz the ginny in that..is me..and the draco in it,their relationship...well it's love and hate and anger and humiliation..all thrown togather...
i dunno what i want...do i want ice...sharp,cold,hard...that will cut me,make me bleed till i know i'm alive,till i feel the pain...till i die..or do i want fire..the rage,the anger,the love..that'll bring down the wall...
*laughs*OMG..i just read that and realised how sappy i sound...and im not even mildly high..-___-
save me!!!!..*giggles*